• Motherhood

    TGIF

    On a hot and sunny Friday afternoon
    We’re on our fourth walk of the day
    You like the outdoors what can I say

    We’re looking at the cars
    It’s the end of the week
    Workers coming home for a well-deserved break

    I’m exhausted
    My work is around the clock
    With you there is no break
    Eat, diapers, play, sleep

    On repeat
    Without missing a beat
    I can’t stop
    It’s a 24/7 thing

    And I wouldn’t change any tiny piece of it
    I’m pushing myself
    Beyond any limit I’ve ever known
    My heart has never been more full

    So full of gratitude
    So happy I could die
    Except the mission is calling
    I cannot quit

    Life is expensive
    Gotta work
    Love is expansive
    Get to work

  • Motherhood

    Little traveller

    Little traveller
    Hidden in your kangaroo pocket
    Let me carry you
    Around the world

    You make me walk for miles
    To find a little rest
    Your heart already wants to see
    The best the world has to offer, the birds and the bees

    Tanned as an Amazon, I’m your mama bearer
    I’ll take you wherever you want to go
    I’ll follow your lead
    You my angelic guide

  • Motherhood

    Open bar

    Hot and sticky
    We’re both so sweaty
    In the midst of one of the first summer nights
    When the heat wave hits

    We’ve taken our little walk around the block
    That usually puts you to sleep
    But tonight I’m a bit worried
    I can’t tell if you’ve had enough

    All day we were both so sweaty
    We stayed inside, eating, chilling, napping
    Your little head close to my heart
    Your hair so wet up against my chest

    Drink drink drink I told you later
    Knowing you’re only source of hydration was your mother
    And in that moment realizing
    How vulnerable you are

    I’m your unique supplier
    You come to me for food and drinks
    I’m your sole provider
    You’re lifeline this evening

    I feel rich to get to feed you
    Nourish and nurture you
    I feel prosperity in my bones
    Being able to offer you my milk

    I can’t even imagine
    Relying on an external source for all
    I will honour the trust of your soul
    And make sure you always get everything you need

    So tonight my love it’s open bar
    Drink drink drink from the fountain of love
    I will eat the cucumbers and watermelon
    To keep my milk supply steady
    So you never go hungry or thirsty
    But first and foremost
    I will take care of my soul
    So yours receive all the nutrients to grow strong and healthy

  • Motherhood

    And then they were three

    A pure miracle
    The answer in the prayer
    You got to us in August
    But you really came through in November

    In the season of harvest we planted a seed
    Nurtured it through all winter
    Through the cold you already
    Were keeping us warm

    Then it was spring
    A spring that looked like summer
    Here comes the sun

    And there you were
    Fiery fierce princess lioness of God
    Sensitive soul, born with strength in your bones
    A perfect mix of Aries and Pisces
    My little Temperance card

  • Motherhood

    Momzilla

    I’m so sorry my love
    With all the changes, the newness, the lack of sleep
    Somehow I figured you needed a strict routine

    Like a little robot I put you on a schedule
    Wake up! Eat! Go back to sleep!
    Oblivious of what you really need

    In the beginning it might have made sense
    You were so small, I wanted you to get all those feeds
    But you’re growing strong and healthy
    I do not need to worry

    I trust you now my love
    I see you, my happy baby
    Let’s stop all this nonsense
    And make all those awake moments together time well-spent

  • Motherhood

    Stillness

    I can’t stay still
    The mission is too big
    Your precious life in my hands
    How could I ever let go

    All day all night
    Carrying your tiny person
    The infinity of your soul

    Anxiety through the roof
    Will I ever be enough
    You chose me, will I show up
    To deserve your blessing

    I have no choice but to slow down
    Sit in stillness for a while
    As the days pass by
    I don’t want to miss a thing

    Every smile every sight
    I want to grab
    Hold on to it tight
    As these will fly

  • Motherhood

    Your dad is the best

    There’s a coaster your dad got
    From his very important job
    It says world’s best dad
    And it has his name on it

    I know, kind of cheesy
    But my love I have to tell you
    In this case, we’re very lucky
    As it’s very very true

    Your dad is the best
    Yes, his hands are often cold and he dresses a little funny
    PJ pants and cowboy hat on
    But he loves you so deeply

    If only you could see
    The smile on his face as he dances with you
    On old country songs you both listen to
    When he patiently rocks you to sleep

    He bought a huge car just for you tiny person
    So you’d be safe as you’ll travel the world
    Road trip after road trip playing Chris Stapleton
    From Austin Texas to Nashville Tennessee

    The look of love
    In your daddy’s eyes
    As he watches you sleep at night
    If only you knew

    But you do
    Wise soul of yours
    You’ve travelled across galaxies
    To get the best dad in the whole universe

  • Motherhood

    Heart out

    You’re quiet my baby
    Sleepy sleepy
    I was writing some poetry
    When I felt you become a little more heavy

    Drift away, dream about
    The wild adventures you’re gonna have
    The sweet memories we’re already creating
    We’re going all out

    I still can’t believe
    I get to spend the rest of my life with you
    This seems too good to be true
    Enjoy every moment of it is all I can do

    I know now what it feels to be a mother
    I hold you close, I can protect you
    From any harm, from any hurt
    But this won’t always be true

    Soon you’ll already be out and about
    I’ll have to let you explore and play outside my aura for a while
    This won’t be easy, I cannot lie
    Having your heart living outside your body, I hope I’ll survive

    You precious little gem
    I really do want to hold on to you forever
    But I promise I will do my best
    So you can live your life to the fullest

  • Motherhood

    My little bunny

    My little bunny

    From day one I knew
    Seeing all those rabbits jumping at me
    You were my little bunny

    Everytime I doubted you sent them my way
    Saying a little hello, a much welcomed sign
    That you were still up for the ride

    It soon became a running gag
    A little rabbit gift wrapping here, a bunny little game there
    You were no doubt having fun, my dear

    You went as far as to be born
    In the year of the Water Rabbit
    I love you so much
    My favorite little rabbit

  • Life,  Motherhood

    My loves

    Lying down in the early hours of the day
    Or middle of the night as some would say
    Feeding our little one, her warm body close to mine
    I watch you from afar
    Can’t get to you right now

    You’re my best friend, my love
    Can you believe this miracle is ours to cherish?
    Yet I can’t reach you
    Your body so close, your heart faraway
    Can’t touch you right now

    I watch you sleep peaceful
    Once a boy once a man now a father
    I’m so proud of you, I’m so grateful
    I love you more than ever
    But I can’t feel you right now

    These were the best of times, these were the worst of times
    My heart about to explode watching her rest between our naked bodies
    I won the life lottery, my baby
    Got a new bestie, wish I haven’t lost the OG
    Can you love me right now