• Motherhood

    Let it out

    As the sun sets you cry
    An overflow of emotions from the day
    All the overstimulation from the outside world
    Let it all out

    You won’t let it piled up
    You won’t let it stick to your aura
    You won’t let it burden your pure heart
    Let it all out

    This is healthy my love
    You can cry for as long as you need
    To release that cortisol
    Let jt all out

    I think you have it all figured out
    And are trying to teach us
    We have to release the pressure
    Let it all out

    After a while you calm down
    And easily go to sleep
    While I’m still feeling sticky
    Unwinding my day to the best of my ability

    Writing in the middle of the night
    Maybe I should try it once
    And let myself cry
    Let it all out

  • Motherhood

    Saturday night fever

    It’s not even 8pm
    We’re already in bed, exhausted
    What a beautiful day we had
    Laughing, singing and playing with your dad
    Having so much fun with grandpa and grandma

    Now it’s time to rest
    Settle back into our little nest
    And right at this second
    Listening to the rain falling outside
    It clicked

    Like the buckle on your tiny car seat
    The unbreakable bond between a mother and a daughter, established
    As if the ombilical cord was back
    But this time it ain’t soft and swirly
    It’s as strong as steel, platinum gold

    Our souls were intertwined
    Our hearts are now linked
    Wherever you are, wherever you go
    We got this landline to reach each other
    Whenever you need me, in nanoseconds I’ll astrotravel to you

    I swear, like my dad swore to me a long time ago
    By the moon in the sky and the stars
    I’ll be there

  • Motherhood

    The games we play

    We’re not even 3 weeks old
    And already the algorithm got to us
    Imperatives to develop your brain
    They’re already after your precious attention

    You need stimulation, experts say
    You need the right kind or you won’t grow up
    The pressure is on, we have to get started

    How much does it cost?
    Money is no object
    We have to get wooden pieces
    A new kit every 2 months
    That will bring you success

    But we know better
    The world is our playground
    Black and white contrast cards?
    We got you covered
    Mommy eats her dark chocolate and white almond milk while breastfeeding
    That will do for now

  • Motherhood

    A new friend

    I got a new buddy
    Together we laugh and share
    We dance and party
    From 5am to 11pm

    There’s nothing stopping us
    We’re bouncing all day long
    We don’t want to sleep, we need to keep rolling
    The gym ball is our favourite trick

    We’re having a blast
    So much fun
    We just need to be careful
    To never forget the OG, the first BFF
    Please invite Daddy to the party
    He’s the best dancer ever
    He will rock your world

  • Motherhood

    Mon ange

    J’ai fermé les yeux, juste un moment
    Pendant que tu prenais une marche avec ta grand-maman
    Et c’est là que je les ai senties pousser
    Mes ailes d’ange, mon bébé

    C’est toi qui m’as connectée
    Avec toute mon humanité
    Et de la Terre, m’a alignée
    Avec ma plus grande destinée

    Les pieds bien enracinés
    Les mains toute la journée occupées
    Mon cœur, ouvert grand comme le ciel
    Mon aura, illuminée

    Faire les deux à la fois
    Être présent ici bien bas
    Et m’envoler toujours plus haut
    Avec toi, à travers tes yeux, tout est plus beau

    Merci la vie
    Merci merci
    Merci mon ange
    De nous accompagner ici

  • Motherhood

    Keep up

    The days are blissful
    What a miracle
    To spend my time with you
    Your heart beating close to mine

    The nights are long
    Getting to bed is not easy
    We have so much to do, so little time

    In the darkest hour before dawn
    After hours of feeding your body and your soul
    I wonder if I’ll ever be able to keep up

    Keep up and you’ll be kept up, the teaching says
    So I find solace in the blessing
    That you’re so perfect I could cry
    Maybe I do sometimes
    Watching you sleep as the sun rise

  • Motherhood

    Ardas Bahee

    You cry you cry you cry
    I get it my love
    It’s not easy being in a body

    Yes you’re a little gassy
    It hurts in your belly
    But we both know
    There’s an understory

    You fall asleep in my arms
    And for a while you’re wandering around
    Still in the outer space, a cosmic being
    Connected way beyond our realm

    Then you slightly wake up
    And in between worlds realize
    You’re limited now

    Embodied in the physical plane
    Your infinite soul still acclimates
    To this incarnation you’ve taken

    You cry you cry you cry
    But all I hear is
    The answer is in the prayer
    Ardas Bahee Ram Das Guru
    Welcome to Earth my angel

  • Kundalini Yoga,  Motherhood

    My little yogi

    I saw you coming strong
    My little yogi
    In a Kundalini class at home

    You bright pink light
    Pushed aside all other baby souls
    Made your way to my heart

    You wanted to be born
    In the golden lineage all along
    Determined to make your mark
    You imprinted my soul from day one

    I saw you coming from afar
    Since then your light never left mine
    Our souls intertwined
    Forever and beyond

    I don’t know your story and maybe you don’t know mine
    We’ll figure it out together
    But know for sure
    That it’s a blessing to be your mother

  • Motherhood

    Sunday morning

    You’re so beautiful I just can’t
    I’m supposed to feed you sitting up straight
    Follow the method so we can both later sleep
    I just got lazy my love, rest peacefully
    You can graze a little tonight on my boobie
    We’ll lay together in the wee hours
    You’ll eat a little, I’ll watch carefully
    Maybe I’ll regret later when the whole day goes a-wire
    Because we didn’t follow proper structure
    But right now I feel native and free
    You sleeping so close to me
    For a little while this will be our rebellion
    Midnight snack and onto dawn
    We were both so exhausted
    I thought we deserved
    A good breakfast in bed on this Sunday morning